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Lucy Worsell

Jog 31 Miles in May

Help Lucy raise £175!

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Day 5

Monday 5th May

We’ve made the £200 mark ❤️ 5 days of pushing the pain into something more positive. To show others they are not alone in this grief. 


We could be finding out who you were this week little bub. Would Adelyn have the baby sister she so longs for? Or would we be adding another beautiful little football player to our team? The pain keeps coming in waves, I try to hide it. To be strong. But sometimes the pain overwhelms every inch of my body, so much so, it eventually  over flows. The hurt is unbearable.

My head is constantly still swimming with thoughts. Thoughts that I didn’t deserve another little one to love. Thoughts that someone is telling me three is enough. That I should be grateful. That I wouldn’t have coped. Oh how I’m so grateful for my three. I really am. More so now. But from that moment you see those lines on that stick, your body feels everything. It’s growing, changing to grow that beautiful little human. You fall in love, you have all these images and thoughts of what life is going to be like with another to love. For almost 3 months, I felt the changes. I felt the sickness. I felt the absolute fatigue. But that sickness and fatigue, should have been another day down towards meeting you.  It should have meant that you were growing, that you were ok.

Why did my body have to trick me into thinking everything was going to be alright? I thought all the while you had pregnancy symptoms that it meant your baby was ok. I never, ever imagined we would have to deal with the pain of losing you. I still find myself touching  my tummy. Talking as if you could actually hear me now. Telling you I’m so sorry you had to go. Oh I long for you to still be here, but I will keep putting my all into raising this money, so other families can continue to be supported.


Thank you to everyone who’s donated so far. I wouldn’t be able to do this without you all xx

Day one: Taking the negative pregnancy test.

Thursday 1st May
**Trigger Warning** 

The negative pregnancy test.






I knew this day was coming, I knew it needed to be done, I knew I had to let the hospital know that the operation had worked. But it just felt so cruel, after everything. Like a kick in the teeth. That test should still be positive, I should be 15 weeks by now and all I can think about is finding out who you would have been. That first pregnancy test was so strong. I felt every change my body was going through to grow you. My heart hurts, but I smashed my first target day for you little bub, and all the other ladies and their family’s who have suffered such a loss. I really hope the money raised can help support others, because this journey of grief is the most painful thing I have ever had to go through.

Our story

Wednesday 30th Apr
Recently my husband and I received the devastating news that our baby was no longer developing, and sadly I had suffered a loss. 
My body did not want to recognise the fact that sadly I had lost our baby, so with great help and support from such a lovely Doctor, I had to go through an operation. 
Having been so incredibly lucky, having three healthy children, we had never experienced a grief like this. It’s never spoken about.

I am so grateful for the support of others, and friends and family. Unknowingly, so many have been through the same heartbreak.

I really want to channel my grief into something positive, and raise money to help other families going through the same.

I will be jogging/ walking 31 miles in may to help raise money to support others going through the same. No one should ever feel alone in this. 

As family and close friends are aware, I suffer from extreme fatigue and fibromyalgia, so this challenge will be incredibly hard - but one that I really am willing to push and challenge myself through. We are going to try and make this a family challenge so the children will also be taking part, they will help raise money for “angel babies” 

Thanks so much for reading ❤️

Thank you to my Sponsors

£53.32

Donna

You can do this Lucie, 😃👍🎉 and I know this is a great need for you. SANDS is an important charity and they will be thrilled with anything you can raise for them. You are awesome Lu and you will smash this challenge! Love you 💕💕💕 xx

£27.05

Wiggie

£27.05

Jill Moores

£27.05

Gary Honeysett

Good Luck with this Lucie, you can do it. 😃👍

£22.76

Michelle Tyler

Such a wonderful cause. I’m so proud of you for taking on this challenge and I know you will do your absolute best. Sending you so much love and strength. Lots of love from Michelle and the Tylers 💜

£21.84

The Vickers Family

A charity very close to our hearts. Thinking of you. Well done.

£20

Matt Honeysett

What an amazing cause! You’re smashing it already, go Lucy!

£15

Rob & Molly Kuhler

So proud of you and inspired by your strength. Always here for you, cheering you on every step of the way!

£11.33

Paul & Rita Jones

£11.33

The Howe Family

Sending lots of love, The Howes xxx

£11.09

Tom Sharp

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£6.11

Denese

£5

Ellie Hunt

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